Why we Do the Shit we Do

​If you were really tuned in to all the shit we do, it would be impossible to block the endless flow of thought bubbling diarrhea emanating pumping and oozing from the minds of the planets most populous parasites.  Think about it.  How many times have you caught yourself thinking or thinking out loud or mummering muttering mumbling it all and just outright asking in a loud enough voice to be noticed by those within ear shot. ‘Why am I doing this shit?’
Its as eternal and elusive a question as that other most fervent one. ‘What the fuck am I doing’?  Gotta be careful with this one as its apt to get one in trouble or one locked up in a troubled place for those with troubled minds if uttered too often too loudly.
However, asking questions is a real thing these days and even if the answers are complete lies the acceptable marriage of why the shit and what the fuck comes out freely from the mouths of billions of questioners as. ‘Seriously, what the fuck is this shit and why am I being subjected to this when I didn’t fuck it all up?’  Usually served up with a side order of. ‘Shit fuck.’  Unfortunately, the answer to the question is designed to distract and fool the questioner.  To disengage the curious into believing that a truth is a lie.  Weaved waved and wafted words, to persuade your belief.  To steer you in a certain way.  To a certain tribe or group or belief.  In a this, or a that, or a what.
We do the shit we do because we don’t know what we are doing.  The structures that attempted to inform, guide, nudge and force us into meaning purpose and submission are crumbling faster than the ice shelves are melting.  It's becoming obvious that we are basically stupid selfish immature organisms who grew way too big for our headspace and squandered the gift of insightful awareness of our actual place in the mega system.
We do the shit we do because we are scared frightened and insecure, because we have come to realize through our technological advancements that we are intimately connected not only to each other but with everybody and everything. 
And with that comes the ultimate realization that we are not unique, not special, not immortal.
And for so many billions that’s a Shit load of FUCK.