 From imaginary concepts we construct our reality.
From dreams, fantasies and a wish list. We bring it all into reality and unless we are going to control the narrative we must release and let go. Be incredibly careful what you wish for. The Human realm is unimportant, as 2020 has proven. When the reality we have created does not go the way of our dreams and fantasies, conflict with self and others is inevitable. Controlling the reality of others is impossible, given the complexity and reality they have created from their own imaginary concepts and constructs. Most will never realize the reality of their fantasies. The reality of dreams, and fantasies never live up to the unsatisfactory deliberateness of human reality. The Human realm is unimportant and is in fact destructive. The Human realm is about control, control over others. Most Humans have little to non-control about themselves. They spend their lifetimes exerting control over all others, human and not, in a feeble and destructive attempt to make the world in their making and likeness. The Human realm is an ego driven nightmare. Ego arises from a realization and consciousness that there is a self, I, me, mine. Interestingly, dogs have no concept of this, they are egoless, which makes them our greatest teachers. Unfortunately, we see them and every other being as beneath us and not worthy of a place at the table. Our big brain bravado and ignorance cannot conceive of any other way than our way. The Human realm is weak and insecure. We must prove, at every turn, that we are right. Once our dreams and fantasies are realized or not, we maintain our unsatisfactoriness on and on. As dreams and fantasies are burned and discarded at a faster and faster rate, we victimize all others, all the while crying that we are victims of life. We fear everything and use that fear to blame all others for our failures. We deflect and distract from the responsibility for our own actions. Humans are very skilled and practiced from birth to deny and lie. The Human realm is stupid. When there is Nothing Left but the Human Realm after squandering what was given but could not be trusted with. You get what you get.
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 Once upon a time there was a species that named itself Human. The Humans named the Planet they came to wage war on, Earth.
After crawling through evolutionary stages, standing upright on hind-legs, they began to exert their dominance on all other species on Earth. They created a Human made reality, subjecting all others to bend to their will or die. As their power continued unchecked and unchallenged the Humans began to turn on each other. They fought Nature and Nurture and like any organism that grows exponentially the Humans cancerous and toxic consumption grew rapidly beyond sustainable levels. Ignoring all warnings that their habitual destruction was impacting all life on Earth, they raced on with their instinctive urges. Their Human made reality was no match against a Planetary system designed to balance and counterbalance based on mathematics. Their fake reality was on a collision course with Earths reality. A reality that can wipe Humans off its face and either destroy or cull to a point of equilibrium with Earths rules. The Humans were facing the reality of their collective actions. Their reactive instincts saw them determined to beat, destroy, wage war and win against the enemy. Their fake reality had little effect against a much older foe, an adversary that had mathematical weaponry. As it slowly dawned on Humans that their reality was only one of billions on Earth, they created more and more fake realities. Submission for any species is universally difficult, all are fighting for a position of dominance. But its how it is fought. Humans did not accept they were interdependent with Earth and all its bounty. Humans belief in possession above all else was always going to end badly. Their belief, that they, could fake their way out, in a war against Earth, was a fool’s folly. The reality. Nothing can fake Earth.  As we prepare to launch a person(ed) mission to Mars, one can only guess what the Martian Minded could be thinking.
As life on Planet Earth is drowning under an onslaught of wave events, we are going to Mars to find life and/or create life in our image. Mars is the fourth planet from the sun. Befitting the Red Planet's bloody color, the Romans named it after their god of war. In truth, the Romans copied the ancient Greeks, who also named the planet after their god of war, Ares.Feb 7, 2019 Mars Facts: Life, Water and Robots on the Red Planet | Space As a species we have always been curious, and it has led to massive positive shifts in our existence. But it has also had adverse effects that we are facing now as consequences. Curiosity will kill cat’s, but they appear more capable of out-jumping/running the consequences. Everything gets caught in time, especially if they keep pushing, ignoring the risks. The missions to Mars, and back to the future Moon missions, do not appear to be curiosity anymore. If ever they were. We are openly stating that the missions are to colonize and begin populating those barren lifeless rocks with humans. Batches of fertile fit humans will procreate, off Planet Earth, for the sole purpose of seeding Mars and the Moon. Now. There are so many ways to digest that, other than. ‘So, you want to dump this Planet into a pit of degraded disease and rocket off and start inseminating other worlds.’ ‘You are just still curious about what is out there.’ ‘You know something none of us know, and rather than addressing what’s happening on this Planet, and how its inhabitants are faring, its time to start Escape Planet Earth Missions.’ The brilliant movie 2001 Space Odyssey depicts a return to who and what we are. We found nothing like our home planet and with the shock that we are an inhabitant of the universe we are forced to look at our evolution from tool-making apes to a ‘higher’ functioning ‘idea’. We are going to Mars; we are going back to see what our Home Planet is heading into. Sustainable Life is tenuous on any rock hurtling through the expanding Universe. We believe we have always been here, how could we conceive we have not, we cannot face death. The Moon is a lifeless rock, blasted off Earth in an apocalyptic pre anything fiery beginning. Its like a child caught in a gravitational dance with its parent. Mars on the other hand is an unknown. Our curiosity to find that we are not alone in a cold meaningless universe has pushed us to seek out the Red Planet. Imaging has hinted that it was a livable Planet with water and had a conducive atmosphere that could have tolerated life forms. It would be ironic and horrible if we found the remains of life that got a foothold. A species that grew in such numbers and voracity that it destroyed the Planets life supporting systems. But more horrifying would be the discovery that the apelike humanoids abandoned their dying Planet and began Escape Planet Mars Missions to a pale blue dot in the distance.  No body in their worst nightmare could see the reality of 2020.
There were those who knew it was coming and attempted to warn that our out of control actions would have terrifying consequences. But even they were rocked (Truck Fucked) by the real time horror of their predictions. The lag in global infection catching inescapable reality that our lives had vaporized took a full year. We were cauterized by the United States election resulting in a Constitutional Melt Down and the Unites States at war with each other. Our lives had vaporized in infection, fear was unavoidable. What would 2021 bring? What would tomorrow bring? Democrats and Republicans at the highest levels led siege to the White House and the nation headed for a Middle East style war. There were many Nations, Rogue Nations and State Actors, watching intently. Not many were sympathetic and more wanted no part in it. Many were throwing jet fuel. Inflammation from foreign players lit the next stage of battle. It began spewing from America and a pandemic of violence and insanity erupted. A Nation flush with every conceivable/inconceivable level of armoury has unleashed militias and tribes of every persuasion. In the worlds leading example of Democracy, they are duking it out with fists, fear and fury. Democrats and Republicans retreated to their base(s). Blue and Red took a split of Military and support staff. Red secured the Nuclear Codes and infected the system with a fail proof contagion. Hacking was impossible and even though Blue had retained many top techs the infection had been in production and testing for years. They did not see it coming. End of Year and New Year arriving celebrations are sporadic. Isolated to those ‘lucky’ places and individuals. The rest of a beaten and battling species is just trying to hang on, hoping and praying that things will get better. 2021 began with a literal bang. It was reported that one side had attempted to launch a short-range drone with Nuclear payload against an opposing Base State. It turned out to be more fake news in a world of fake. Another shock to a terrified world had been defused. Blue had their own confiscated Nuclear weaponry and both sides had been frantically reconfiguring their targets. They had left enough pointing at foreign Nations as a deterrent to be used if any foreign power(s) attempted to invade America. The Empire was going down and if it was a no win, then both sides were prepared to launch their planet ending reset missiles, on each other. Even though the sides are Red and Blue the reality is Black and White. The Empire structure could not withstand the attack against it. Race, inequality, gender, etc. The historical ghosts and demons erupted. The greater world has continued to wobble, topple and rise again. Economies are in manic-depressive pitch and dive trajectories as markets attempt to pin where future investment opportunities are appearing. In a crazed whack amole skit, new start-ups and old bulls are in a money market war. The likes of, nobody has ever seen. Starvation levels are no longer beamed on our global connection devices. Nations have permanently sealed their borders and borders within borders are now normal. The planet is literally on fire. Fire storms and fire cyclones are devastating continents and heat waves are killing thousands globally each day. Allergic reactions are pushing humans permanently indoors. Pharmaceuticals are leading the Money Market with Weaponry matching its growth. Its June 2021. America has descended to full scale multi theatre warfare. Battles are fought on streets and from militarized thermo structures designed to withstand conventional Nuclear/Biological/ Cyber-attack. Outside and beyond Developed Nations, Developing Nations and their people are left to live or die by their means. Occasionally footage is leaked but the visual horror is quickly blocked and anything that gets through now is cleared and instantly labelled as fake, then rapidly removed. Nature has continued to do what it does. Climate is now unpredictable, forecasters are redundant, patterns are spiking and plunging. Cold is killing, hot is killing and oceans are rising. Great and mighty cities are slowly consumed, and animals of every kind are inhabiting what once was the Human Realm. Other mighty Nations are under enormous pressure with continuing breakdown. Some have tried to reset, some have succeeded. Loss and gain have created massive chasms in their societies, but they are ‘stable.’ No nation is anywhere near pre 2020 and power Nations are aware that if the USA implodes, they are also into the abyss. Experimental trial therapeutics/vaccines have created horrific side effects and birth defects but compared to what is truly at stake it really does not matter if a few anomalies in a cure surface. They are heroes to the cause. Billions have no access to the cure(s) and millions have refused to be a part of it. No one knows what is true anymore. Memories of how life was before 2020 are fading as fast as life now is changing. Tipping points we were warned about have accelerated and feedback loops are creating greater speeding changes in what feels like an out of control plane in a death spiral. There are remembrances of ‘The Good old Days.’ A time that was only a short time ago. No one over the age of ten is immune to the emotional/psychological effects. The damage is everywhere. Speed and force of change has left billions in stages of grief, psychosis and depression and suiciding has become normal. Final functions and parties are popular and offer groups and families a way out, together. Its difficult to find good news and as 2021 draws to a close a weary world is not expecting anything more than this. All manner of new faith has replaced old standard religions and wild insane theories abound. End of 2021 beginning 2022 celebrations were a total non-event. There is no looking forward and looking back creates more suffering. Every race, creed and colour are blamed; gangs are the only protection when tribes become intent on retribution. Curfew is common and accepted now, most feel their only security is inside. Social Media is our only form of information. Most incoming content is impossible to decipher as genuine or fake. Servers number in millions with major companies swallowing as many as possible. Making money as a priority is still left over from our good old days. More and more individual and group servers are spawning, attempting to attract followers needed to feed their theories and messages. With no outside entertainment, billions are accepting the messaging and joining online mega groups. The resultant growth in endless theories is creating more tension and fomenting real time attacks on a global local scale. Meanwhile America resembles a virtual conglomeration of what the Middle East was. Terrorist groups old and new celebrate the end of Empire and claim that their 9/11 New York Twin Tower attack was the beginning of what they now intended America to become. Mutually Assured Destruction (MAD) was never designed to apply to one Nation against itself but America is now in a full-blown Hot War with Cold War standoff tactics. The world is expecting a Nuclear explosion each day. The outcome is an inescapable escalation to World War 3 status. Human migration numbers are massive, but with no transportation modes and borders sealed, mega migration settlements are creating serious security and health issues. Fleeing rising sea levels, sectarian violence and dwindling access to food and water has produced movement numbers that are unprecedented. Those still in ‘secure’ Nations are moving to ‘safer’ zones within Country. Tension, even within those Nations, is pitting zone against zone. Air travel spluttered to life in late 2021 but crashed again early this year. Their demise came after reports of passenger planes being shot down. They were targeted due to suspicion of being military backed and capable of dropping chemical/biological/conventional weaponry to cull populations. Everything is broadcast as truth from a dizzying array of sources, yet we are conditioned to regard everything as fake. Yearning for normality is crushing. As 2022, another year of this terror, speeds to an end, most humans are accepting that our old lives are dead and gone. Our now lives are intolerable, getting harder and the species really cannot take much more. Worldwide billions are dead from an endless array of causes. Economic indicators are showing depression levels 5 x Great Depression. There are moves to send a Peace Keeping/Invasion force to control the American meltdown. Climate fluctuations are resulting in a collapsing Jetstream pattern, creating wild never experienced weather events, that are terrifying and unpredictable. Early warning systems alerting Climate Chaos Events have been struggling to prevent massive death tolls. When a clear sunny day can change to cyclonic within minutes, there is nowhere to hide. January 2023: There are reports that Nations are preparing for Nuclear annihilation. Millions are being supplied Euthanasia Kits. Those reports are most likely true. There are also reports that the infection has left as rapidly as it arrived. There are reports that an Alien presence has announced its arrival and is entering Earth Space at Global Infection Levels. We can only hope and pray that one of those is true and the other fake. February 2023: ………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………..  Having spent time on Bali Island, Indonesia, I must say that I am profoundly sad and frightened. The reward for time spent was a glimpse around the edges of a most fascinating way of living.
Bali is located on Earths Goldilocks Region. Not too hot and not too cold, to kill, you. Throw on jungles, Volcanoes, beaches and a culture that is unique in a world of dwindling unique. Suffice to say without even beginning to understand the depth of Balinese culture/religion/beliefs/way of being/life etc, a Balinese version of Hinduism is practiced each moment. A Tropical Paradise has a history of becoming raped and used for its natural beauty and ease of corruptibility when exploiting its many marketable resources. Bali Island resides in the greater Indonesian Archipelago. Teeming with Islands, numbering in multiple thousands, it is the planets most seismically violent and eruptive region. It really is ground zero where Earth Quakes and Volcanoes Rumble along the Circle of Fire. Its where Balinese sit and pray and perform rituals and ceremonies to appease those most powerful Gods. That is really all you need to know at this point. To become immersed in Balinese Traditions and Way of Life is indeed a privilege and honour. But to explain and be allowed to completely experience and see such an ancient culture? You must be Balinese. I truly thank those who taught as far as they let me go. This is a most testing time for your lives. Gunung Agung is regarded as Mother Mountain. She is powerful. The highest point on the highest Volcano on Bali. She is imposing, forceful, kind, thoughtful. But she is not vengeful. She and the other Volcanoes have erupted over billions of years providing Bali with its rich Volcanic soil. If Agung speaks everybody stops and all listen. Agung has erupted violently in recent and distant eons. She is a Stratovolcano, the most spectacular and disruptive. Earths innards flung from her and others like her have the ability and reach to drop the Earths global temperature. To see her unclouded and from the highland location of Kintamani is a humbling experience. From Kintamani township on a good clear day you can see her and her siblings, Gunung Abang, a parasitic inactive Volcano and Gunung Batur, active and more popular for visibility and climbing. From the villages surrounding Lake Batur the energy and enormity at ground level is astounding. Gunung Agung awakened recently and began to roar. Agung has been responsible for thousands of human deaths at its full force. There was palpable fear when she made her presence felt again. Agung belched and coughed through 2017-2019 and apart from being witness and in awe to her explosive discomfort, fear for what would happen if she let loose was immediately and inescapably present. The last time Gunung Agung went Richter Scale level explosive, Bali was a vastly different Island. Bali had undergone an experiment in globalization fueled by consumption. The test for Balinese was to maintain and adapt their way of life while maintaining and balancing their Hindu practices and faith. Life in rural Bali was still essentially farm driven but encrusted with modern technology. In many families and communities, a dependence on the tourist mega thrust machine was/is unavoidable. There were whispers during the mighty majestic intermittent eruptions that it was unlikely she would retreat and go back to slumber. Everything known about her Volcanic call sign indicated she was building to Island lock-down eruption. She had during this period closed flights in and out of Bali’ only airport ‘Nugurah Rai International.' The chaos and disruption caused for a short period of time was for all, in their own way, concerning in the extreme. Closing Bali for any amount of time was unthinkable. Its major income being curtailed was terrifying. Stopping the Island, locking it down, shuttering the product. Unthinkable. Gunung Agung retreated and is presently in a fitful slumber. She had sent her message. Mindfulness, introspection, self-examination. Bali sighed a collective appreciation to Mother Mountain and took the sign to be a call to break and balance the cycle of consumption. But when any system has gone as far as our human world has pushed, change does not come fast or immediate. Unless the force is extreme. It was generally agreed that if Agung had gone off then Bali Island and the world would be affected. On Bali that would mean a shut down Island for up to at least 1 year. The thought about that reality was too much to even consider. It would, if not finish the Island, damage its main source of income to such a degree that recovery would take a very heavy toll. Many would starve. Many would die in the initial eruption and many would die in the aftermath. I fear for those I know and love on that small Island on the Ring of Fire. COVID-19 is a Volcano in microscopic form. It is not going away soon and when it does, life everywhere will have changed in ways that we can only imagine and fear. Gunung Agung is not a cruel Mother. COVID-19 Disease is one very cruel Son of a B….. Love, always.  All the Gods gathered for the millennium ‘Mardi God.’
Time between millennium MOOZ meeting points pale like bleached coral. When all the Gods gather in one and begin the procession, it tends to leave even the most powerful Gods weary. The Mardi God (a carnival or fair held at millennium time) is an opportunity for the Gods to engage in whatever they want. And over endless millennium our data has proven what Gods miss most. ‘Blow It All.’ Following the festivities, the much more formal serious stuff is addressed as follows: ‘The God Board Gathering.’ ‘New Millennium.’ ‘Going on future predictions.’ The Gods finished their fun time then moved enthusiastically and seamlessly into formal mode. Communication that all ‘Earth Gods’ were a no show was announced before ‘God Call’ was taken. More troubling. ‘Woke God,’ who was to present on behalf of them was forcefully blocking being in attendance. A forward God had been sent to bring 'Woke' and leave the other Gods on Earth. The Gods got more time to play their favourite game and ‘Earth Woke God’ was on the way. Earth Representative (ER) was strapped and guarded as the Gods entered. What they found was a bloated blistered currency sign, dripping with what was left of organic Earth. The remnant of a beautiful multicoloured planet was disgusting. Earth Representative Report. ‘The Humans are CRAZY’ It had always been difficult. Dealing with a species that is pleasure driven to consume was always going to set challenges for even the most fearsome of Gods. They appear to be hellbent on creating destruction for self-pleasure. Even though that sounds insane and is mathematically an attitude that could only have bad endings, their inbuilt system reflects a being in constant conflict. Survival and destruction. They are not all like that, but the majority are and most feel they have no choice but to join the race or get trampled in the religion of speed and greed. All the Gods did what they could to cater for such a unique and diverse species but even they have retreated from the ugliness. There have been stages of beauty and peace interspersed unfortunately with an imbalance of terrible suffering and cruelty. They have grown in numbers beyond belief. Their arrogance that their actions are acceptable is matched by the deluded belief in their elevated self-importance. An unwholesome belief in invincibility has wrought an accelerated degradation of the natural bounty that Earth offered. At what point money became their collective God cannot be pinned, it was always with them in one form or another. As a massive group they can be so powerful, motivated, open minded and forward thinking. They are vulnerable, breakable and emotional. This was the balance they were handed, and all the Gods encouraged the many tribes to maintain that balance with themselves each other and the greater natural world they shared. Unfortunately, their ‘weaker’ impulses and emotions have been used against them. Their awareness has been hijacked. They have been conditioned to see and use nature as their God given birthright to use and abuse. There never was such a God that preached such destructive instruction. We Gods on Earth have concluded that the human species will need to evolve or die. We conclude that it is simply a choice that they must make. It is up to them. The Gathering of Gods requested a recommendation of action. With what was left of a once beautiful planet the consequence wore heavy. ‘Going on future New Millennium predictions, we Earth Gods recommend a Millennium consequence commensurate to actions.’ Action: Deflate Devalue. Duration: Millennium. Consequence: Evolve or Die.  One of the saddest, most infuriating and annoying realities to come from this lung eating, blood clotting, head to toe virus thingy, is the very real fact that many who endlessly verbalize that planet earth is a living breathing cellular intelligence, a system that we must all care for, are now chanting their way to total denial. Denial that this virus is an intelligent part of Earths reckoning system. A system that has had enough and is fucking us up for the total arrogant selfish imbecilic morons we really are.
New age Earth infants would rather this evil organism be human made because a virus has no emotion nor intelligence. Much better to avoid that their Earth system intelligence has an emotional reactive strategy and is actually and responsibly taking us on for our collective wanton destruction. The hoaxers are not to be blamed, more to be pitied. They are holding, understandably, to a belief that its just a flu. They do agree that it is a REALLY BAD FUCKING flu. A flu that has appeared way out of flu season and has killed an awful lot of people, in just 7 months. Of course, you really would want something that evil to be made by humans because that would mean someone has a vaccine. Just the thought that this thing is a naturally occurring super killer, an exterminator that we have an extremely low probability of creating a vaccine for, that’s very scary shit. Better to decide that it is a human designed, made in China shitshow, Lab invented biowarfare fare. Not possible at all that nature itself has simply gone right off on enough is enough. If they and everyone else were taking any notice at all over the previous 10-20 years, it may have crossed their awareness that we have been pushing planetary systems a bit further with each passing year, month, day. As we all know there is nothing worse than someone holding to their version and telling others they are wrong. So, let us just leave the Chinese Lab made and naturally occurring organism out for now. I think for argument sake that we can all agree on one definite reality. That this disease version of Coronavirus is very efficient in what it does. Turning humans against each other in all manner of direct contact, while shining a blinding light into all corners of our very rancid, racial, elitist and unequal habits and bits, is the definite work of an insidious element that obviously knows us very well. An alien intelligence has been watching us all along, been here with us. Without our knowledge or awareness, even when it showed itself in many different guises, we did not stop and take notice. As we cranked up the speed, unchecked by our switched off impulse control mechanisms and collective attention deficiencies, the wall was preparing to slam us back into reality. Small problem with speed, it does not stop at slam, it concertinas in on itself and explodes in a compressed outward thrust of energy, in all directions. The shock of COVID-19 was not felt for a while, happens when something so massive occurs. Unfortunately, no one has ever experienced anything like this before. Never been seen before. New. From the ‘manufactured’ flu virus family. With forward momentum halted, there is nowhere to go but backward. Something much more intelligent than us has stopped us going around, over or under. Another intelligence has allowed us to push our bravado to the point of accelerated extermination and has swiftly put an end to our unadulterated and hedonistic binge fest. This alien invasion has shown us that we are just apes with voice boxes. That our chance of future survival is as tenuous as the territory we have eliminated for our familial species. COVID-19 is teaching us the most invaluable lesson of all, evolve, adapt or die. COVID-19 has supplied us with all the tools we need to make the evolutionary leap to a technologically advanced, biologically frugal species. It will not leave until we can prove that we can be trusted with what we have been given. If we fail to meet the challenge, then in the year 2023, we may all wish we had died in the first wave.  You Become A parent to your child A parent to your child adult A parent to your child adult with a partner A parent to your child adult with a partner with a child A grand parent to the child of your adult child with a partner The End  From globally to locally injustice is being faced down. From Black Lives Matter to the battering of ‘submissive’ individuals in domestic unions, enough is enough.
Physics proves that if you inflict any relationship to abuse maltreatment, degradation and punishment the opportunity to grow and thrive in a culture of wellbeing is purposely stunted and weakened. The designed bringing down to the point of chaotic withering and ultimately death of said organism is inevitable, unless a reckoning to balance the ledger is implemented. It really is that simple. The pathetic irony is that the perpetrators of such injustice(s) are the weak and insecure entities who absolve themselves by twisting contorting and bending over backwards. Remember it is all about them. They create distraction and throw up pity arguments, all the while trying to convince you and gaslight you to believe that the obvious is not the obvious. It is a ‘natural’ ability, designed and manufactured with no thought at all, other than to force you into submission and into believing far down the rabbit hole that they are right and good. They will bend you into believing that you are the problem. That you have caused what has affected them. That they in their insane reality are in fact the victims. Ask any domestic abuser to global dictators why they do what they do. They do it because they can. They do it because they are allowed. They do it because their selfish issues far outweigh your accommodating urges, your diplomatic conversations. They do it because that is what they are, and you are the problem. You twist contort and become as sick as them. You have been groomed to accept that you have no choice, you do it all and then some, in order to ‘rescue’ a negative entity that admits no responsibility for their destructive actions, other than blaming you for their never ending list of grievances emanating from their developmentally constipated childish ego. You are decent, they are evil. To debase oneself in appeasing their selfishness is to forego your own values and standards. Your instincts about what is decent righteous and fair. But one must remember what one is dealing with. A reckoning is happening. Enough is enough. Call it out.  Spending time with humans who were dealing with the reality that their time was up, one theme kept coming from the deepest recesses of their collective psyche.
Struggling to make sense of finality, one constant from the unraveling of what was left of their life stayed strong. Forward momentum was finished, not halted, stalled, stuttered. Reeling from a brutal clinical shock that their existence was rubber stamped as finished, all plans hopes and dreams of a future within any previously normal parameters needed to be obliterated, abolished, annihilated. The clusterfuck that had become their inescapable and unbearable nowness had to be normalized at warp speed. Going back was not an option. What was left of the muddled mess that once resembled their ordered mind, took up residence in a walled in space. A waiting room designated for those dumbstruck dumbfounded and terrorized souls who had nowhere left to run. No place left to escape from the unavoidable reality of impermanence. New unknown and unwanted normal is very frightening for a species that does not like enforced change. The pandemic is proving problematic and troublesome for humans who are collectively attention deficit. Such a fast paced 21st century interconnected globalized and overpopulated species cannot come to a crunching halt without some rupture to a reality that offered rapid growth. In that reality, where no matter the cost, greed was good, we now have rapid fix, rapid testing, rapid back to normal. All debris from the explosion of what was left of the old reality. Terms like getting back to normal are used in a feeble attempt to deal with overwhelming shock, dissolve denial, soothe anger, buffer bargaining, soften depression and align acceptance in readiness for what comes next. But there is no anesthetizing this level of loss. No denying death. There is no comforting next. This is loss of loss, industrial scale. Everyone in these pandemic days is alone in dealing with a collective reality. Our conscious awareness that we exist, therefore we shall cease to exist. In a frantic disordered mind, surety and security are illusions that we insatiably seek and endlessly chase, attempting to make comfortable an uncomfortable reality. The Pandemic has shown how instantly our existence can be altered, changed, extinguished. There is nowhere to run, escape, hide. We are all in a walled in waiting room, a basement space, with no protection from the gross elements of impermanence. We are collectively mourning the loss of illusion and facing our greatest terror. The very real thought about reality. That at any time, any moment, our time is up. |
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